Today I want to fight. I want to fight all of those who are liars and back bitters. Have you ever been surrounded by snakes? Do you know what that feels like? To look in the eyes of an enemy that is suppose to be your ally? Knowing that they do not have your best interest at heart, but praying that things were different.
Do you know what it’s like to keep the secrets of those who expose you? People who you have helped who walk on you as though you are dirt beneath them. While you sit back and say God when will you avenge me? When will you restore me? When will you humble my enemies? Yes Lord, I know that you are there, but WHEN will you show up on my behalf?
And then right when you think it couldn’t get any worse God says GO! Go where Lord? How? Without a plan? Again??? My heart is to weary to go Lord.
Please don’t make me go.
Stepping out on faith is so hard to do sometimes. The Lord is sending me on another mission, but to be honest I don’t want to do it. Have you ever heard God tell you to do something and you said “no”?
Has God ever called you to something that was so great that you just said “NO! I don’t want to answer this call Lord. Anywhere, but there Lord”. Then He responds and says Jonah will be your only sign.
Jonah begged God not to go. He ran from God. He hid from God, but nothing he did could stop him from doing what he was called to do. I know that I must go, but I don’t want to.
What’s your story???
Have you been in this situation? Did you answer the call? What were your results??
I want to know your thoughts…